[Heat stirs in his stomach and he tilts his head back as Max mouths along his neck, their bodies pressed close, warm and slick from the hot water. It’s almost like being a teenager again, he thinks, and he feels light, his stomach fluttering and his heartbeat quickening with every touch. He wonders if he’ll always feel this way, if his body will react every time Max enters the room or their eyes meet or even the smallest of touches. God, he was doomed.]
I’ve thought about you too, you know. I just thought I was fucked up but I would lay there sometimes in my truck out in the desert wishing you were there, imaging your hands or your mouth taking care of me, crying out your name in the middle of nowhere in the bed of my truck.
[He closes his eyes for a moment, lost in the feeling of Max’s body, his lips on his skin and then something Max said dawns on him and he places his hands on Max’s hips, pulling back enough to look at him.] Wait, the first time you kissed a guy you thought about me?
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Date: 2023-04-03 06:25 pm (UTC)I’ve thought about you too, you know. I just thought I was fucked up but I would lay there sometimes in my truck out in the desert wishing you were there, imaging your hands or your mouth taking care of me, crying out your name in the middle of nowhere in the bed of my truck.
[He closes his eyes for a moment, lost in the feeling of Max’s body, his lips on his skin and then something Max said dawns on him and he places his hands on Max’s hips, pulling back enough to look at him.] Wait, the first time you kissed a guy you thought about me?