You know how fucking hot that is. Now I have to go down on you in your truck, right? I gotta make that fantasy come true.
[As if Max wasn't having trouble before, a fresh new heat stirs inside him and he can't believe it but he's hard again and he really does feel like a friggin teenager again. It's wonderful being able to be like this finally with the person he knows is his other half. His person. To know that he's got that one soul who will love him no matter what. He starts to go for Michael's neck one more time and finds himself being pushed at, he pulls away and glances at Michael with a lift of his eyebrow and then laughs a little.
He remembers his first time. God he was nervous. It was some guy he wasn't even all that super attracted to, but the water he had been in made him needy, and horny and he had to have someone. It was that place, duplicity. He thought about michael for a little longer than the kiss if he was being real]
I cant even remember the guy's name now. He was tall and dark, had a huge cock, I topped him. I thought about you when I kissed him, when I did a lot of things to him. You were so much easier to think of. It was really wrong, you didn't even like me much back then. I didn't think you did. I wanted you so bad. I wish I could have told you then. It was hard, at that place. I'd think of you so much there. I think I probably got off to thoughts of you as much as anyone else.
[and that was honest. It was the worst, cause they were living together there, and Michael would walk around almost naked half the time. Max had to pretend. Michael and he worked on getting along at least, but it was never this. He never knew it would ever be this.]
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[As if Max wasn't having trouble before, a fresh new heat stirs inside him and he can't believe it but he's hard again and he really does feel like a friggin teenager again. It's wonderful being able to be like this finally with the person he knows is his other half. His person. To know that he's got that one soul who will love him no matter what. He starts to go for Michael's neck one more time and finds himself being pushed at, he pulls away and glances at Michael with a lift of his eyebrow and then laughs a little.
He remembers his first time. God he was nervous. It was some guy he wasn't even all that super attracted to, but the water he had been in made him needy, and horny and he had to have someone. It was that place, duplicity. He thought about michael for a little longer than the kiss if he was being real]
I cant even remember the guy's name now. He was tall and dark, had a huge cock, I topped him. I thought about you when I kissed him, when I did a lot of things to him. You were so much easier to think of. It was really wrong, you didn't even like me much back then. I didn't think you did. I wanted you so bad. I wish I could have told you then. It was hard, at that place. I'd think of you so much there. I think I probably got off to thoughts of you as much as anyone else.
[and that was honest. It was the worst, cause they were living together there, and Michael would walk around almost naked half the time. Max had to pretend. Michael and he worked on getting along at least, but it was never this. He never knew it would ever be this.]