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[No matter how chill Gar appeared to be, he was still nervous about going to pick out some toys and his very own collar and leash. He absolutely loved the idea of it. The animal inside him, wanted to be owned to be told what to do and disciplined when needed. He desired pain on an intimate level, just as he wanted to cause it and roll around in the after effects of it.
There was enough danger in him that it scared him sometimes, but Dawn made him feel alright about that part of him. She never belittled him or made him feel bad for the things that the darker sides of his nature wanted. Mostly, he wanted to please her as he grew to really care for her more and more. It startled him to know how much he wanted to be with her now. How much he really wanted to please her tonight.
That's why he was all dolled up in a sweatshirt and jeans ready to go out shopping, waiting for her to pick him up. One day he would be the one to pick her up-- but driving wasn't a thing in the tower yet and he was still a titan. He'd always be a titan, but he wouldn't always live in the tower with Dick. One day that ship would sail, he thought as he waited.]