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Cain (Marcus Pierce) ([personal profile] sonofadam) wrote in [community profile] enduringvoices2021-04-02 12:52 am
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Oh, when darkness comes and pain is all around

Cain probably shouldn't have challenged Klaus. He probably shouldn't have done a lot of things, especially where Klaus was concerned, but telling the volatile hybrid that his idea was a bad one to his face wasn't without consequences, and it resulted in his chest being punched out and his heart pulled beating from his chest. He saw it coming really, but he had to say it because it was a piss poor idea that would turn the vampires of the French Quarter against the hybrid, but of course Klaus would hear nothing of it.

And since Klaus couldn't bow nicely from an argument, he wrapped his hand around Cain's heart and Cain could feel it squeeze in his chest even through the radiating pain from getting his ribs broken and pushed aside. It was cold, more than the pain, it was a constricting coldness. He dropped like a ton of bricks onto the ground, collapsing in a fold of limbs splayed every which way.

A heart being pulled out wasn't the same as a stabbed heart, and it had happened often enough by now that Cain knew he was going to lose about half a day, at least. Probably wake up in the evening in the foyer alone and still need to clean up the damn bloody mess, literally, that his body made while he was dead. Why couldn't Klaus just snap his neck this time?

That was his last thought before.... complete blackness.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-06 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
Elijah knew exactly what Cain spoke about when it came to his brother, but the matter on what he would do or wouldn't do when it came to spending time around Cain was still up in the air in Elijah's mind. Cain didn't clarify enough. He was going to have to say things as plainly as the original did for Elijah's sake because if they were to be intimate then it would be completely on Cain's say so. The vampire would not become his brother and treat him as any less.

Getting up from his chair, Elijah chose to begin to stalk the room on his side, pacing back and forth in front of a small bookcase that he had. It gave him something to do while he tried to keep himself from feeling anything that was going on right now in his head or his heart. It would be of a bad consequence if he did.

"You may do as you wish, and I do not expect anything from you. You are an equal in my sight, Cain. I do not see you as less than myself, but you are right about my brother. He has always sought to take anything any of my siblings and I have ever sought an interest in. A note though, please ... do not use the term infatuation. This is more than a school girl crush." Elijah inhaled and turned away for a pace, then came back to the desk.

"You will always be you, Cain, we always have our demons, and we are both but cursed men. Yet, it is not about then, it is about now. We would bury ourselves in our demons of then if that was who we truly remained for all time. I myself shall never do that. I refuse. You will be the man I see today, and your past may be, share it or not, you will find me not so fickle in my feelings." There was still a lot that Cain had to learn about Elijah as well-- he wasn't the only one with his own hidden lot.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-08 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
In Elijah's mind there were at at least a dozen different synonyms that stood in the place of the word infatuation which in this day and age came to mean nothing more than puppy love and what the vampire felt was far more rich than something describable by a dog. He held affection for, was enamored with, was enchanted, facinated and fond of Cain and that was just a start. Elijah took the apology with a graceful nod of his head and heard the bolster of confidence in Cain's voice. It made his lips curl slightly.

If only he had told Elijah of all that he'd been through, the Original would have felt even more deeply for the man who'd suffered untold years of misery at the hands of life, and loneliness. It was most unfair to be the only one walking a road alone. Elijah had no idea how he would have handled the same prospects had he not his family and legacies to surround himself. The very last thing on his mind would have been disappointment. Alas, it was not meant to be. Cain decided that he didn't want to share, and so Elijah remained in the dark about the beautiful man's past before him.

Given the way the vampire was having difficulty feeling and navigating their conversation, because he couldn't actually read how Cain was feeling-- he honestly thought that Cain might have had a passing interest, but not enough to cause family issues, and he was pretty sure that he was about to be rejected at any second, and so when Cain opened his mouth, Elijah had raised his hand to acknowledge this.

"I know, It's fin-- Wait, you want to give this a try. You want to be with me?" Quickly moving completely around the desk, Elijah stood in front of Cain and felt the beat of his heart pounding in his chest, his stomach dropped. It was not the answer he was expecting. Yet, it was the one he'd been hoping for, and he didn't realize just how deeply until this moment.

Gripping the immortal by the shoulders, Elijah pulled him up and crashed their mouths together, breathing in the reality that he could do this, one of his hands went up into the other man's hair and the other hooked tightly around his waist as they kissed. It was far more fierce a thing than Elijah had offered anyone in a long time, even deeper than Cain had felt before, because there was a greater emotion behind it now, and a fear that somehow it could all be pulled away in a second-- even if it wasn't going to, Elijah kissed him with that sort of desperation.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-10 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
This time when Cain took more control of the situation and the kiss, Elijah let him-- showing Cain that he thought of them both as equals in this relationship, neither one above the other. Even though there were times that Elijah might push Cain around sexually for fun, it wasn't because he thought more or less of him.

Even pressed against the desk, Elijah held his hand firm in Cain's hair as they both panted. The vampire had no real need for air, but his lungs still reacted as if they did, clinging to the oxygen rich atmosphere around him like he'd forgotten what breathing was all about. All the while his eyes bore deep holes into the light blue ones across from him.

The playful nip, had the original teasing the immortal right back, lowering his hand so that both rested around the other male's waist. It'd been a long while since he'd felt any sort of attraction like this for a man, not that he could ever recall feeling this sort of deep connection or romantic feeling. Elijah had never dated a man before, and a part of him wished very deeply that he could be out about this-- that his family wasn't so blindly difficult about sharing their affections with one another.

Jealousy was a powerful thing. Not that Elijah was very different.

Flicking his tongue over Cain's lips teasingly, Elijah smirked and shook his head. "There are no lingering complaints here. Only one wondering why it took you so long to figure it out." He played, knowing that Cain was in the middle of life and death and extremely exhausted and before that things between them were extremely awkward after they had sex. As it was, Elijah didn't waste any time in clawing his way up the back of Cain's shirt and drawing his nails over the skin there. He really didn't know what kind of sex the other man was used to, or wanted, but Elijah could say that he was bored to death of the vanilla sex that he'd been having with his lady friends lately.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-10 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Elijah couldn't help when a small laugh coughed out. He knew that he'd been anything but obvious, and that Cain would have had no idea that the vampire was watching him or desiring him from afar even if he'd been a vampire -- Elijah was good at what he did. The only way that Cain would have known was the way Elijah showed him, and that was something completely private and extraordinarily intimate. Never before had the original reached into his own mind and shared his own thoughts like that. He'd offered impressions and other dreams, but never before had he given anyone a sense of exactly who he was like that, with his emotions open so freely for the other man to feel.

It was as vulnerable as Elijah came and for some reason he dropped that wall for Cain of all people. There wasn't much about Cain that didn't titllate Elijah on some level. It was like merely hearing his voice sent out a wave of velvet over his skin that brushed it backwards and broke out shivers and unfettered wants and needs that the vampire had no control over. Moans-- moans were even worse.

A moan from the man he was touching pulled Elijah's cock up and had it begging for attention. It seemed that those nails had been all the inspiration Cain had needed as papers and books went flying. Elijah found himself being shoved back up on his desk and it surprised him that he didn't mind. Normally, he'd make sure that it would never happen that way, but this time he wanted it. He wanted Cain to rip him open and force his body into a fashion that it'd never been before.

He took a deep breath before he answered. "We don't, but if we're doing it this way, I'm going to ask that we do it in bed, and with some proper lubrication. I've never been entered before." He yanked Cain back in close and wrapped his legs around him tight as Elijah sealed their mouths together, quickly establishing that he wanted this, wanted Cain. He didn't care that Cain was exhausted, or had only just come back to life earlier. As far as the vampire was concerned-- this was his life, the taste and breathe of the other man. It was what was going to get him through the next few hours.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-11 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe it was hard to understand, but Elijah's first choice in genders for sex was naturally female and that brought down his experiences with males to those few he experimented with for fun, and with those they he'd never been serious with in the times that they'd been together. He'd never felt a shade of emotion for them. Elijah was always about power in sex that he was playing at, he exuded it in his daily life and giving up any sort of power was near to impossible for him.

Even now the vampire wanted to shove Cain over and roll on top of him to take the reigns of this encounter, but another part-- an incredibly curious part really wanted to open himself up to Cain like this. He'd probably never find another male that he'd feel comfortable enough around to let him do this. Plus, this was something he'd fantasized about. He'd thought he'd wait, but when the moment came, Elijah wanted it, and wanted it immediately.

He inhaled and relaxed against the bed, eyeing Cain up and down as the immortal pushed at his shirt. "I imagine you will. Fucking virgins is always pleasurable." He laughed softly, trying to make light of the fact, to cover up the nerves that would be natural to most people, but not to Elijah Mikaelson. No, Elijah couldn't have nerves. Sex was a natural thing and Elijah Mikaelson shouldn't be nervous about any kind of sex.

"It's in the bedside drawer, beside my head there.." He turned his head to the side and pointed. He'd have made a grab for it, but honestly it was easier for Cain to reach the way he was hovering over Elijah. This vantage gave Elijah the opportunity to begin to pull Cain's clothes off his body, not having a need for them while they were in here. He leaned up and kissed at the other man's neck, and then his chin, merely craving open lines of skin for his mouth to skim across, while his hands began to claim the same much lower, climbing over the experienced man with his own deft, curious fingers.

He clawed at the skin once more, this time grating over Cain's chest, down his firm brestbone and then over obliques-- clamoring to pull the other man into him and against him so that they could at least grind against another a few times. His cock was throbbing and it wanted relief, now and not later. He was dying just to be touched, to be surrounded, and knew that this time, it would be different, very different.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-12 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I know how to do it right as well, but for some reason I'm trusting you this time. I hardly know why..." The vampire's words were already breathless and spotted with intakes and outtakes of air as he continued to attempt to pull Cain's shirt completely off, yanking at the arms to direct them through the the sleeves, while the immortal was reaching over for the lube. When that was gone, Elijah couldn't help but smirk at the thought of Cain's amazing cock. It was almost frightening-- the thought of letting that thing inside him, but the thought of touching it, seeing it again had Elijah harder than a brick wall on a cold day.

He undid the button on his breeches and then the reached his own hand between them to reach in and palm at the hard, warm, organ. It was so smooth and thick beneath his grip, and yet it throbbed with every single beat of Cain's heart. Elijah loved that he could feel the beat of his victim's hearts sometimes through their genitals, it made him so fucking horny. Holding hit tight, he laid perfectly still and thought about Cain's blood spilling over him in rivers, and about rolling in it as he drank. It was a macabre thought, and he knew that he'd never want that for his lover, but sometimes the thoughts -- they came and the creature that he was could not undo them.

When Cain grabbed hold of his cock, Elijah wanted to fuck his hand, he was so worked up as it was, but he knew that there was so much more to come tonight. They both had to have patience or neither of them would make it. It was difficult when Elijah had been thinking off and on about the other screwing him like this for weeks now. If he only knew why he wanted to submit, it would have been one thing, but even Elijah didn't know why he really wanted to be held down and fucked like this, to have another man be a part of him as if he were some less than, he thought-- of course, Elijah didn't understand that this wouldn't make them powerful over one another, or that it only required mutual trust. Nor did he realize the difference it'd make for him in their relationship.

If he only knew, he wouldn't be lifting his heels and moving his legs inward, clawing his arms across Cain's back and begging for Cain's body when the other began to lick and suck at his neck.

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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-15 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
Tearing did he say-- or think? Elijah's hands were there soon enough, ripping down the rest of the way, popping buttons left and right letting them fly off onto the bedspread and sheets with a soft little tuft of sound. Trying to do his best to help out, he lifted his neck for his tie to be gone, and then yanked firmly at his lifted hips while kicking to get the rest of his clothing off.

He felt like he was literally burning up every time Cain's mouth touched him and had nothing, no recourse to fight it with. There was barely any skin that he could reach. His hands scampered and fingers clawed at hair, and back when they could reach, leaving bright red marks in their wake. Could one burn up and drown at the same time? If so, that's what Elijah would be doing right now.

It wasn't about taking everything from Cain this time. It was about giving him everything, letting someone else take from Elijah. It wasn't something he'd ever done, and he was sure that he was going to regret it all in the morning, but fuck if he'd think about any of that now. All he knew was he wanted more, more of that mouth, more of those hands, and more of that body laid over top of his. The weight of it felt like a warm blanket in the cold, and like the most sensual and sexy thing he'd felt all at once. His cock was once again raining down down the sides of it's length, begging for the touch of something, anything.

"Fuck, I need this. Cain. I need you." He moaned the words and rocked his body up into the other man's, grabbing at his shoulders and neck to bring him back down for a torch-like kiss. Their mouths sizzled as they met. Elijah forced his tongue immediately into Cain's mouth and rolled them across the bed, fitting Cain back on top of him after he took a minute to really drown the immortal with the way their mouths slotted together, clashing this way and that.

Without even thinking about anything, Elijah reached down and grabbed both their cocks with one hand and began rubbing them together, using their precum to slick them together as his hand owned each of them and both of them together,moaning loudly as he did. He could care less about anyone who might be walking by his room, let them know that he was getting laid. It was finally time that something went right in his life.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-16 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
As anxious and completely worked up as Elijah was, he had no idea exactly what was coming. He was lost to the feeling of their cocks being ground together, forces rubbing, bound tightly and stimulating what felt like every last nerve ending in his body. One minute it was there, and the next Cain pulled it all away to the greatest disappointment of the original.

His body shook and fingers moved and clutched at the bed sheets in anticipation of what was to come. Lips parted slightly, over red and a little bit breathless from the intensity of their previous actions. Elijah watched Cain with lowered lids, and fiercely dark eyes, right on the edge of going black as the other used the bottle of lube to slick up his fingers.

Elijah made a small guttural sound when Cain pushed his first finger in-- a sound that was quickly lost in the passion and glory of the immortal's mouth and body as it came back with a vengeance, invading the vampire's every sense, forcing his mouth to accept just as much of an intrusion as his body was taking. It felt like he was being invaded, and there was no real pain, nothing that he wanted really, he pushed back, seeking a deeper feeling, wanting to really feel the other man inside him, taking him in body like he was in everything else.

Then there it was, a brush, a spark and he gasped into the kiss. "Fuck. That." He moaned deep. "Again..." He commanded, and tipped his hips forward, aching to feel that one little flicker of pleasure. "Fuck me harder, with more. I can handle it." Elijah was used to his brother putting stakes through his body for fucks sake, he could handle a few fingers in his ass.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-18 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Ever used to being in control, it was nearly impossible to really let go completely for Elijah. He wanted to be the one instructing Cain on how to finger fuck him, on what he needed, and when he needed it. His body was tempered and his cock was aching to be touched and surrounded in warmth. He had no idea what being filled was like. It was killing him to sit back and let someone else take those reins from him.

"I can take what you can give me. You don't have to treat me so gently. I'm a vampire you know." He shot back, words dying on a moan when Cain pushed that second finger in there, finally starting to really stretch things open, offering more pressure than just the odd feeling that had been there previously. Elijah grappled at Cain's back now, clawing and digging into the skin when his prostate was brushed, chest expanding and breaths catching as nerves sent out shockwaves that stunned him momentarily and then faded away until the next time Cain decided to brush that nerve again.

Finally when there was three fingers, Elijah knew for certain that this was exactly what he'd been waiting to experience for a thousand years. He'd waited for this exact person, and this exact moment. He moaned and lifted his back off the bed, and flung his legs in the air like the two bit whore that he felt like. He'd do anything that Cain demanded right now. Anything. "Fuck me, like that. " He opened his neck up to the immortal's mouth and cried out his delight. He was helpless against Cain's ministrations, and had finally let go of every ounce of control he had held so tightly for so long.

For once, Elijah Mikaelson wasn't in control.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-21 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Ye gods Elijah's body was in existential delight. He was writhing against those fingers and rolling with the way they jammed inside him time and again. The vampire couldn't even imagine anything else better than this. Cain had set him free, by taking away all the pressure of having to always be in control of everything. For once in his life, Elijah was completely and utterly unburdened. His back arched and fingers fisted into the sheets, all so wound up until he pulled his hand away.

"What. No." Elijah began to complain, but then his mouth was taken again and he lost his sense of direction as tongue met tongue and all he wanted was to drown in Cain's kisses, but then there was pressure at his entrance once more, and it was greater than anything he'd ever felt before. It was enough to rip him open further.

He knew that it was Cain-- finally after all that time, Cain was pushing himself in, and it robbed the vampire of air. He bit at his lip and tipped his head back into the pillow, thrashing it from side to side as he rode through the pain that came as waves and waves of undulating pleasure, soaring through Elijah's body on wave after crashing wave.

Elijah's muscles tightened around that cock on instinct and he squeezed as he held his breath, but then relaxed and let Cain slip through, so his body could slowly begin to pound into Elijah's own. Curses bubbled up and forced their way out of the original's lips, breaking his couth vows. He lifted his legs and rolled his hips into Cain's cock as he was fucked, doing his best to meet the other's body to try and give as much pleasure as he was giving-- he wasn't quite sure it was possible, because of the unyielding ecstasy that was pummeling his body over and over with every hit of his prostate.

"Fuck. Cain. You're so good." He moaned out, and tried to pull him down into an awkward kiss, wanting and needing some part of the other man closer to him as they had sex. It was all beginning to become so much with Cain inside him like this. The feeling of being one, of all the insane pleasure coming from the other man with Elijah so utterly free-- it took a lot, but the vampire couldn't take anything back, he could only give, and give and give as he came closer to that perfect culmination.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-04-23 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Why did Elijah have to hold onto everything so tightly all the time, all his decorum, his fashion, his emotions, the walls that guarded every secret in that long white hallway. There was so little time for the vampire to actually let go and release anything, that this experience was far more mesmerizing and insanely important than anything he'd done in ages. It was freeing in ways that the immortal could never understand. Emotions so tightly ground into his psyche clawed their way to the surface and exploded into this experience marking it with negative and positive-- but it didn't matter because what Cain was doing.

Cain touched Elijah with the expertise of someone who knew the original, who could pluck one string and make him sing for hours. His body was an open door right now and there was nothing that Elijah wouldn't give the immortal. The vampire allowed the other man entrance where no other had been, and allowed Cain to offer pleasure like no person had ever given it before. He had Elijah's body in twitching and shaking spasms here and there, making him moan. Gods did he want to beg too. He wanted to beg for Cain to touch his cock, to take it in his hand and squeeze it, to fuck it with his hand as his body was being fucked so graciously.

Never had Elijah knew that anything could feel this good. Never did he know that giving up a part of himself like this could be so amazing. He knew that he couldn't ever let go of Cain again after this. Cain had this part of Elijah now, and no one else would ever have it again. Not this first piece, and once it was gone, it couldn't be returned. This freedom was only found in the one person he trusted to hold it. Cain. Hips jarred themselves back and were determined to give as good as they got, enjoying the decadent flaying of his prostate with every slip of Cain's cock. Fuck it was mindblowing.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2021-05-30 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
In that singular eternity of a stroke Elijah understood what it was to want something to never end, and yet -- he wanted the hope that it would end and he'd always have this to come back to any time he wanted to. There was such a dichotomy torn up within the vampire's psyche in that one long stroke of Cain's body, that Elijah felt his heart break and meld itself again thrice over. He was truly no longer of himself, but a part of another person. This man who split through his body now was a part of him in a way that no other would ever be.

Even when Cain resumed his pace and it seemed like the world turned on its end, when Elijah thought he never knew pleasure before this, when all was at an end and beginning at once, fire and ice, water and lightning, Elijah could feel them all come together as he grew closer and closer to that perfect culmination of all moments. His moans went from being trapped in his chest to freely flying from his lips, gathering on the wind and calling out to the man above him to keep going, to fuck him harder and faster, right there, and oh god.

The Great Wall that had been the political border wrapped around his mind and heart for so long had finally come crashing down, and there was only one person there to shuffle through the rummage--- and he was doing it with his body, over and over, splitting the wreckage in half. How would Elijah ever find the pieces again if Cain ever left him. His legs tightened their hold, and his hands gripped tighter as he called out to the sky.. "Fuck, yes, I'm comming, I'm comming for you. Now..." Hips bumped upward and his cock jerked as it sprayed white streams of come all over the place, it felt like it'd never stop, not as long as Cain kept banging into him, inside him, over and over. Elijah's body still came, an abundance of white, over stomachs and legs, between thighs and dripping downward. He cried until the pleasure was spent and he fell back to the bed.

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