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Max Evans ([personal profile] revolvings) wrote in [community profile] enduringvoices2023-03-18 08:39 pm

So much better than never have I ever...



The buzz was settling in smooth along Max's skin, and he was feeling absolutely no pain right now. It was enough that he and Michael were in this texting discussion, but the topic was absolutely insane. Having walked the short distance over to where Michael was staying currently, Max knocked on the door after the last text came back. He felt terrible for giving his brother such a warped view of him. At least he came bearing gifts. A bottle of tequila and a couple of shot glasses, along with a bag of already cut limes. All Michael had to do was supply the salt.

"Wow. I’m flattered. You really know how to make a man feel special.

Who said I wasn’t drinking? I just wasn’t planning on drinking drinking but fuck it. You’re right we’ve been at odds pushing against each other for too long. We’re idiots. I was just so fucked up back then.

You got your dick pierced?! And both your…Ok I take it back. I’m vanilla. You out freak me. I’m scared to find out what else I don’t know.

You go. I’m processing."
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-20 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[If Michael’s breath hitches in his chest at the tug on his curls and the press of Max’s fingers on his back he won’t admit it. He swat’s Max’s hand away from his hair but he’s laughing. It’s been a while but it feels good to be close to someone.

He feels pleasantly buzzed but not drunk. He feels looser, like his edges are softening a bit and he can relax.


Oh, you’re such an ass. Yeah, something like that but rougher you know?

Oh yeah. The nipples are a definite turn on. Especially when someone uses their teeth. Forget it. I’m done for. But I never thought about how getting them pierced would affect that. Interesting. Did taking them out make them less sensitive or anything?

[If Max was trying to distract him to get an advantage in this little made up competition, it wasn’t working. Okay. Maybe it was working a little but Michael wasn’t so easily outdone.]

Maybe if you would stop distracting me. Give me the magazine.

Let’s see…I think we’re running out of the more exciting ones here. Do you prefer car sex or shower sex? And why?
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-20 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Please, you wish you could give me a hard on. [Michael rolls his eyes fondly and leans into Max’s side, reaching over him to grab the shot glass out of his hand, throwing it back with ease.]

You owed me that for making me watch your depiction of getting a blowjob.

[He tosses the empty glass back to Max and hands him the bottle of tequila but not before taking a pull. Might as well cut out the middle man, especially if Max is going to be putting the image of blowjobs in the shower in his head. It made his throat run dry despite the tequila he just drank.]

Oh, shower sex, obviously. [He sits back, relaxing into the couch, thigh pressed firmly against Max’s and arm resting in his side.]

There’s almost nothing better after a long day. Getting on my knees in a hot shower, the weight of their cock in my mouth, in the back of my throat choking me along with the hot water and steam. Or fucking someone against the cold tiles. Fuck.

[He lifts his arm to drape it against the back of the couch, biting his bottom lip at the thought. Shit, just talking about it has him feeling warm.]

That was one of the perks to moving out of the airstream. That shower was so tight.

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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-21 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Whatever he was expecting to happen, this wasn’t it. He should have been prepared. They’ve been playing this game and taunting each other all night. But he wasn’t. Not even close. This line they were crossing. It felt forbidden, dangerous. They weren’t technically brothers but they were brothers to each other in all the ways that mattered. They had just begun making strides in repairing their relationship and here they were setting off a fucking nuclear bomb right in the middle of it.

The atmosphere in the room changes. It feels heavy and charged, an undercurrent of electricity humming through through the air. Michael squeezes his eyes shut as Max’s somehow stupidly expert tongue drags across his nipple. He tries to think of something else, anything-dead puppies, Sanders naked, Alex leaving with Deep Sky-to distract from the hot slide of Max’s tongue, the sweet burn from the salt and the ghosting of his breath sending shivers up his spine. But then Max is biting down and all desperate attempts to distract himself are gone. His eyes snap open and he inhales sharply, watching Max on his knees in front of him, his pink mouth wrapped around Michael’s nipple and he feels the pull of Max’s teeth all the way down to his cock. Shit.]

His fingers twitch with the urge to bury themselves in Max’s hair and hold him there. Get it the fuck together, Guerin. But then Max is pushing himself off his knees and leaning in. Michael is careful not to move, he doesn’t even breathe as Max licks the lime juice from his lips. It would be so easy to close the distance between them, to pull Max into his lap but the game they were playing was dangerous and Michael wasn’t sure he knew the rules anymore.

When Max pulls away, Michael grabs the bottle from him without a word and drinks deep. Hoping the burn of the alcohol would help clear his head.]


You bastard. [He’s proud that he manages to keep his voice mostly steady as he hands the bottle back to Max, and shifts in his seat, his cock is half hard already against his jeans and judging from the bulge in Max’s pants, Michael wasn’t the only one affected by that little display.

Now it’s his turn to look smug.]


How did that work out for you there, big guy?

[Staring at Max, he licks his lips, tongue darting out to taste Max mixed with the smooth taste of tequila. Suddenly, he wants to know what Max’s cock tastes like against the back of his throat, what it feels like hot and heady against his tongue. Fuck.

Nope. No. No.

He’s just horny. It’s been too long since he’s been with anyone. He can pull himself together and get himself off when Max leaves or falls asleep.]


And don’t get me wrong. I’m versatile. Happily. But sometimes you just need to get on your knees and have someone fuck your face you know? Or have someone take control and fuck you until it hurts.

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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-21 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[His body was buzzing pleasantly from the tequila and he takes another drink before placing the bottle on the coffee table. Sitting back he looks at Max, at the frown on his face. He can practically see the wheels turning as he tries to figure out what he did wrong.

If Max only knew how much mental gymnastics it took to not have a raging hard on right now he probably wouldn’t be feeling so put out but the two of them were nothing if not competitive.]


Aw, cheer up, pookie. Your tongue works just fine. Trust me. [He smirks at Max and reaches out to pat him on the cheek before grabbing Max’s hand and bringing it to his lap. He presses Max’s palm over his cock, letting him feel just how affected he is. Maybe it was wildly stupid but he had had enough tequila now to take the edge off his voice of reasoning and he could still feel Max’s mouth on him. It was hard not to wonder what else that mouth could do.]

I didn’t think you accepted defeat that easily, Evans. [He releases Max’s hand with a shrug.]

Hey, women are great. I wouldn’t say no but I get it. Ever since Alex…I don’t know, man. Maybe he ruined me a bit. There’s something about being with another man that just feels so fucking good. And possessive is hot. Shit, it’s been so long. I haven’t been with anyone since…well, it’s been a while.
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-22 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
You don’t even want to know the things I had to think about to keep some semblance of control.

[He left control in the rearview before he had Max seated firmly in his lap with his hand rubbing him through the fabric of his pants. Fuck. If there was any doubt or hope of playing it off before, it was gone now. His cock throbbed against Max’s hand, his erection pressing incessantly against his jeans. Between the haze of the tequila and Max in his lap, it was getting increasingly difficult to stay focused on the conversation.]

I did. We-shit-we were together before he left. Again. But I haven’t. Not since.

[Without thinking, he wraps his lips around Max’s thumb, sucking on it and swirling his tongue over the tip before pulling off and exhaling shakily as he meets Max’s gaze.]

Go ahead and find out.
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-22 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[If the electricity coursing through him was from Max or his own aching desire, he’s not sure. It doesn’t even matter. Hearing his name fall from Max’s lips in gasp has his cock throbbing against Max’s ass as he rolls his hips. It’s driving Michael fucking crazy.

He barely registers the lights going out, too caught up in the solid weight of Max’s body against his, the dizzying taste of him on his tongue. It was like Max was everywhere, overtaking all of his senses. It was disorienting. It was fucking exquisite.

He helps Max make quick work of his shirt and then his hands are on Max’s hips, fingers digging in to hold Max firmly in his lap.]


Fuck, Max. [He sighs almost reverently, taking in Max’s body. He’s seen Max shirtless countless times but not like this. He was fucking beautiful, the way his muscles moved and rippled under his skin, the bob of his adam’s apple when he swallows. Michael dips his head to press his lips to the tattoo on Max’s shoulder, tracing it with his tongue before moving across Max’s collarbone to his throat, nipping and sucking at the smooth skin along the way. His tongue darts out to taste the skin at the hollow at the base of his neck and he rolls his hips up to meet Max’s, groaning against his skin.]
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-22 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[His whole life, Michael believed him and Max were just too different, too at odds, too damaged to ever bridge that gaping hole between them. He always wanted to be close and so he stayed but it still felt like they were miles apart. Not now. Not in this. They were like two comets that have suddenly collided after circling each other for years in the same gravitational pull. The force of their impact was so powerful and all consuming, it took Michael’s breath away. The damaged clone and the broken dictator’s son.

If only dear old dad could see him now with Max laying claim to Michael’s body, marking him hungrily and possessively as if he belonged to him alone.

Michael barely has time to mourn the closeness and solid weight of Max’s body in his lap before Max is on his knees in between Michael’s legs. The sight of Max on his knees alone is enough to have him aching painfully in his jeans. Watching Max with hooded eyes, he licks his lips and spreads his legs wider.

If Max had doubted his skills with his tongue earlier, he certainly shouldn’t now. Most of Michael’s experiences outside of Alex consisted of fumbling messy drunken sex behind bars, in bar bathrooms or the back of his truck. He’s not sure anyone has worshipped his body quite like this before, with hands and tongue and teeth until Michael is panting and arching desperately into Max’s touch, chasing the burning friction of his mouth.]


Take what’s yours, Max. Take it. Please.
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-23 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Fuck-oh fuck [He moans, throwing his head back against the sofa, lost in the sensation of Max’s wet, hot tongue working him open with reckless abandon. It shouldn’t surprise him. Max threw himself fully into everything he did, he was selfless and determined so why would it be any different with sex.

Michael’s cock throbs desperately, leaking over his stomach and he knows if he touches himself now, with Max’s face buried between his thighs, that sinful tongue fucking him, he could cum just from this. So his hands grip the edge of the couch cushion, fingers digging into the fabric until his knuckles turn white.

He feels hot, burning under his skin, in his veins with power he is still just beginning to understand. There is a crash next to them as a table shakes and a lamp crashes to the floor.]


Shit- [He curses breathlessly, lifting his head to watch his brother, bottom lip pulled between his teeth to bite back another moan. Max looked like he was enjoying this as much as Michael was and Michael couldn’t tear his eyes away.]
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-24 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[If Michael had known earlier what Max was capable of doing with his mouth other than annoying him, things may have gone differently. He can’t help but rock his hips, arching off the sofa to thrust, chasing the wet heat of that perfect fucking mouth. He can feel his stomach clenching as Max brings him close to the edge and then he’s pulling away and the sharp pinch brings him back down, ripping him from the precipice.

Clearly Max had been paying attention tonight. When this innocent game had started Michael had no idea he was sharing ammunition that would be very much used on him later. The thought was terrifying and exhilarating at the same time. Max knew things now that no one else did, things Michael never told anyone before.

Michael groans as Max claims his mouth with a passionate kiss. The kiss sets his nerve endings ablaze, desire coursing through him like wildfire and Michael feels hot all over, like he’s burning up from the inside. If Max is electricity and blue flame, a lightening storm crackling across the desert sky, Michael is fire, raging and uncontrollable, burning everything in its path. The two of them together is something else entirely.

Michael reaches up, burying his fingers in Max’s hair. He tugs sharply at the strands, desperately holding on as he licks into Max’s mouth. He can taste himself on Max’s tongue and a low guttural sound falls from his lips, almost a growl as he drops a hand to Max’s belt, fumbling to get his pants open.]
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-25 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[The fingers in his hair are teasing, a promise of what they could do but Michael’s breath hitches all the same. He wants this. He wants Max so bad he’s aching for him. No one pushes his buttons like the man in front of him, for good and bad. It would be annoying if it wasn’t so fucking hot.]

You better not stop giving me shit, Evans. [He smirks, popping open the button of Max’s jeans with deft fingers, aware that Max was still waiting for an answer.]

Make me yours. Make it so I can’t get this anywhere else. Claim me if you want me.

[Even as he says the words he knows things will never be the same after tonight. He won’t be able to look at Max without remembering this, the raw need and desire in his eyes, the way his body fits so perfectly against Michael’s, his mouth taking him apart slowly and maddeningly.]

Fuck Max, I need you. I need you so bad.
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-26 12:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[The connection is overwhelming. It knocks the air out of his lungs. He’s never felt anything like this before. They’ve had a psychic connection all their lives a thin tether binding them all though it was always stronger with Max and Izzy. Michael was always good at shutting people out but not now. This, this was something entirely different. Michael has never experienced something so intimate before in his life. It’s like Max is inside of him, in his heart, in his veins, everywhere. It only amplifies the pleasure he is feeling. He hopes it feels the same for Max, that he can feel what Michael is feeling, how much he wants this, needsit like the fucking air he breathes. Every slide of their tongues, every press of Max’s fingers inside of him was amplified and echoed by the connection Max made between them.]

Max, oh fuck, Max- [Max’s name falls from his lips like a mantra of breathless moans every time Max’s fingers hit just right, causing him to arch off the couch only to press himself back onto Max’s expert fingers, rocking back to chase that feeling. He knows how he must look, desperate and shaking, falling apart on Max’s fingers alone, but he doesn’t care. He wants more, he wants it all and he wants Max to feel how bad he wants him.]

God Max, c’mere [His fingers scrabble for Max, grabbing a hold of his hair and tugging hard, dragging him into another heated kiss. It’s messy and rough, Michael bites at Max’s lip, pulling it between his teeth until he can taste blood and then he’s licking into his mouth, the taste of their tongues mingled with the sharp copper taste of blood and he moans. Michael reaches down blindly, fingers wrapping around Max’s cock again, desperate to touch him. He’s so fucking hard and Michael rubs his thumb over the leaking tip. It’s exhilarating to feel that he wasn’t the only one affected.]
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-26 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[The embers inside him only grow in intensity, stoked to life by Max’s touch until they’re a raging fire that burns through them both leaving nothing but ashes in their wake. The emotions and feelings flowing through their new connection are intense, crackling and charged like a live wire and Michael isn’t sure what is his and what is Max’s anymore.

He gasps when Max pushes into him, his muscles spasming and clenching around him until he’s seated fully inside, filling him completely. Max isn’t small by any means and the burn and stretch is so fucking sweet, Michael finds himself lost in it for a moment. Looking into the other alien’s eyes, he sees their connection mirrored back to him. He can tell Max feels it too. It’s like everything falling into place at once, like pieces of alien tech that were made to fit together just like this. This is what they’ve been waiting for, searching for all this time and Michael knows he won’t find it anywhere else. It was right here the whole fucking time.]


Max [He sighs and that one word is like a prayer, reverential and in awe. His hands move down to his lover’s sides, calloused fingers from years of manual labor curling against his ribs, holding him.]

You feel so good. So fucking good, Max. Fuck me. I’m yours. Only yours.

[His legs tighten around Max’s waist, pulling him impossibly closer as Max drives into him again and again, relentless and possessed. Max’s name falls from his lips over and over in desperate moans every time Max hits that sweet bundle of nerves until Michael is trembling and tensing, hands moving to Max’s back. He can feel the muscles move and shift under his hands, sweat beading along his skin and he scratches his fingernails down his back, digging in sharply as he rocks his hips to meet Max’s thrusts.]
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[personal profile] cosmiccowboy 2023-03-26 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[The sensation of Max’s orgasm takes them both by surprise. Michael can feel him coming inside of him, claiming him and filling him with his orgasm and Michael tightens around him, greedy for it all. The handprint on his chest glows and pulses as Max’s pleasure shoots through him, tangling with his own. It’s dizzying and all consuming, better than anything he’s ever felt in his life.

All Max has to do is touch him and Max’s name is falling from his lips in a strangled cry as he falls hard and fast over the edge. His fingers grip the other man’s sides hard enough to bruise, desperately holding on as if Max was a lifeline, his savior, and the only thing keeping him from drowning as he comes harder than he ever has, painting both of their chests and stomachs in long, hot spurts.]


Fuck, Max, can you feel it? Through the connection, the handprint? Christ…

[His body trembles with the force of it, stomach fluttering and legs tensing as he rides it out. Letting go of
the alien’s side with one hand, he grabs the back of Max’s head, fingers tangling in that dark hair so he can tug his head back. He surges forward and claims Max’s mouth with his own, lost in the high of both their feelings and the most intense orgasm of his life.]

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